Update

Well, I am still having this MS attack.

Unfortunately, it is worse and after speaking to a MS councelor, it seems it could very well take a few months before things get better.

Oh well. As long as it does not get any worse, I can cope, even though I am now having up to or actually, probably more than 90 attacks a day. So be it. I can work between attacks.

I am seeing my GP again this afternoon and I am seeing my neurologist on Tuesday. I have been put on a high dose of steroids and I am nearing the end of the 2 week course, thank goodness. They have not made me any better but they have made my appetite horrendous and I cannot stop eating and I have put on 4 kilos in the last 2 weeks and I am very unhappy about that.

I have not been to the gym for 3 weeks. I used to go every day. I just cannot do it at the moment, I am too ill from this stupid attack.

I made a huge pot of vegie soup yesterday and now, everytime I want to pig out on food, I have a cup of soup. This is helping, but, I do feel despair and panic at the weight gain and my loss of not being able to go to the gym.

Anyway, enough "poor meing". I really am ok and I am alot better off than many others, so, I need to remember this and be grateful. And I am.

In between attack, I am busy re doing my craft website. It is slow going at the moment, but, it is getting done. :0)